Sooo today I took a seat on nature and found my self relaxing in a world of grassy wonder. Why, simply because I wonder why others did so. How could you lay on such itchy grass with no blanket. A phenomenon, that i decided to explore.
The previous sentences were from another day. I did not complete that blog. However I want to talk about something else. Now I will proceed in doing so. I am not happy with the direction my life is going in. It is so serious. My career choice. I dont want to live life so serious. I also do not want to be poor. I so dont know what i want to do with my life. Psychology seemed so promising at the begininng and over these past couple years my interest in it is on a swift decline. I do not complete abhor it, but im not sure if it is right for me. I need direction. I need it fast because my education at this stage is coming to a close and I need to move to the next phase. I think I should take a year off, but i dont want to take one and still be filled with such uncertainty or get stuck in some horrid job. I just dont know anymore. I am told to get closer to God and turn to the Lord and there I will find my way. It sounds so easy.
I just dont want to that. Im dont want to find out that if I do that I will sudennly have to become some worker for the church or something. I really just dont know Mang!
I do wanna stop with school. Im so looking forward to January. FREEDOM!
Im going to try to save so I wont be broke during that period of trying to figure out what to do with my life. I just dont know what the fuck to do! pssshhhaah..im getting frustrasted!
Friday, July 24, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Lamentations
Today is a dismal day. The rain is representation of the tears that refuse to fall down my cheek in spite of the fact that I am overwhelmed with sadness. Oh its not sooo bad I tell myself( By the way Bspot I am dramatic so don't take this at a REALLY Serious situation), but i do feel rather down. Homesickness is dreadful! I never missed home so much and I have been away in school for a number of years.
Learning Experiences
I hate them. I declare it! They always are the worst when you are enduring through them. I wish I could skip to the reminiscent period. Only two more weeks left of time to serve, no I am not a jail bird. The statement is just analogous. Thank God for small blessings, such as good friendship, good mentors, and gaining knowledge. If only the rest was equally satisfying. Enough of that.
Call me Miss (fill in the blank) if ya nasty
I just recalled that in my last post I was attempting to introduce myself. Oh how my mind doth leave me sometimes.. Ha! I guess its my age showing lmao. The question of the moment is how to I introduce my without revealing my identity. I cant get too Personal. Hopefully Bspot you can discern feminity from my writing because I am All woman. I was always a girly girl and I have a taste for beautiful things. People and goodies!
I desire the finer things in life. The wining and dining. The traveling. Places to go and get dressed up for the sake of being fancy. Is that too much to ask for? I love clothes, I love designing. I am a Creative individual at heart even though my current career path does expose that part of my nature. ( Im sure i will rant and rave about this factor later Gator, it causes me much turmoil)
I just read the header of this paragraph. Miss...if ya nasty. It made me amused..again. I dont know why. Anywho I will continue to write at another time because I do have a life outside of the blog!
I AM OUT
MEwriteMeXpressed
Learning Experiences
I hate them. I declare it! They always are the worst when you are enduring through them. I wish I could skip to the reminiscent period. Only two more weeks left of time to serve, no I am not a jail bird. The statement is just analogous. Thank God for small blessings, such as good friendship, good mentors, and gaining knowledge. If only the rest was equally satisfying. Enough of that.
Call me Miss (fill in the blank) if ya nasty
I just recalled that in my last post I was attempting to introduce myself. Oh how my mind doth leave me sometimes.. Ha! I guess its my age showing lmao. The question of the moment is how to I introduce my without revealing my identity. I cant get too Personal. Hopefully Bspot you can discern feminity from my writing because I am All woman. I was always a girly girl and I have a taste for beautiful things. People and goodies!
I desire the finer things in life. The wining and dining. The traveling. Places to go and get dressed up for the sake of being fancy. Is that too much to ask for? I love clothes, I love designing. I am a Creative individual at heart even though my current career path does expose that part of my nature. ( Im sure i will rant and rave about this factor later Gator, it causes me much turmoil)
I just read the header of this paragraph. Miss...if ya nasty. It made me amused..again. I dont know why. Anywho I will continue to write at another time because I do have a life outside of the blog!
I AM OUT
MEwriteMeXpressed
Monday, July 20, 2009
Introduction
Hello Bspot,
I guess you'll be my equivalent to ma g-spot because this is my way to verbally get off. I get a high off writing whats inside. Its a balm. Its a feel good thing. Its Ecstasy.
I am ever so thrilled to have found you. Thanks FAVoCUZZo for the introduction.
Now I will introduce myself.
Hi. I'm Me.
I'm daily discovering the Me Mystery. Sherlock should be my a.k.a because I'm unearthing this person that I am. Its a treasure hunt for sure. There is ALOT of uncertainty, but it comes with the territory of youth. Right?
I'm not THAT young, like on childhood's back steps. I am a lovely young adult. PROUD of it world!
I am definitely not trying to rush life. At least not anymore. I remember wishing i was older so I can do this and that. Not anymore. I am going to enjoy every moment. "Eat and Drink, for tomorrow we die" Soooooo my motto..I will Seize the Day!
I just realized I'm failing at this introduction. At least Bspot you have seen how all over the place I am. I will blame it on the fact that my eyes are heavy and dreaming beckons me. I guess i should say goodnight and try again tomorrow. FAREWELL
MEwriteMeXpressed
I guess you'll be my equivalent to ma g-spot because this is my way to verbally get off. I get a high off writing whats inside. Its a balm. Its a feel good thing. Its Ecstasy.
I am ever so thrilled to have found you. Thanks FAVoCUZZo for the introduction.
Now I will introduce myself.
Hi. I'm Me.
I'm daily discovering the Me Mystery. Sherlock should be my a.k.a because I'm unearthing this person that I am. Its a treasure hunt for sure. There is ALOT of uncertainty, but it comes with the territory of youth. Right?
I'm not THAT young, like on childhood's back steps. I am a lovely young adult. PROUD of it world!
I am definitely not trying to rush life. At least not anymore. I remember wishing i was older so I can do this and that. Not anymore. I am going to enjoy every moment. "Eat and Drink, for tomorrow we die" Soooooo my motto..I will Seize the Day!
I just realized I'm failing at this introduction. At least Bspot you have seen how all over the place I am. I will blame it on the fact that my eyes are heavy and dreaming beckons me. I guess i should say goodnight and try again tomorrow. FAREWELL
MEwriteMeXpressed
Established
It seems that everything has its beginning. Something must be founded. Entities must be established to then go forth and do what ever its purpose may be. So today I stand on this rock, theoretically ( I guess), and claim this blog as my own.
Est. July 21, 2009
MEwriteMeXpressed
Est. July 21, 2009
MEwriteMeXpressed
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